You will get through this!
The sun has finally come up, after a long night of questions and tears. Like you, I have struggles, fears and mountains I must climb. Sometimes those mountains are so high, they block the light of hope on my path.
I'm hesitant to pray this morning, not because I don't want to, but because I'm mentally and emotionally spent! Pacing the floor all night didn't solve any of my issues but for some reason I kept at it. One question lingers in my head as I finally kneel down, "did God even hear me last night?"
I can't find the words to say, so I play my favorite worship song and I just rock slowly to the melody. Tears fill my eyes. I feel so broken. I sing along these words "all I want is you to fill me from the inside, be glorified, be lifted high" suddenly my tears become joyful and I'm overwhelmed by Gods gentle presence in my room.
I raise my voice and my hands to praise God and reach for more of Him. After a few moments I'm still, just totally still in His presence. The song ends and The Holy Spirit says to me "I always listen, I'm always here daughter. Trust me, I'm right here". Now I can see the light bursting through this mountain.
I got up with a new assurance, knowing that God was not ever leaving me and knowing that someway, somehow-I was going to get through this. My friends, whatever it is that your facing, God is with you and you will make it through this. Continue in prayer-keep your communication with God open. Prayer will keep your perspective focused and strengthen you. Prayer will give you strategies and answers. Prayer will help you, to see the light in any situation.
Where do you pray in your home? Do you play music in your times of communing with God?
Meditation Verse: (I Chronicles 16:11 -look to the lord and His strength, seek his face always)
Elder Kay Starks
Scribe. Prophetess. Wife. Mother. Entrepreneur and Friend! I am completely in LOVE with God and using all the Gifts He has graciously given me, to serve the world.